I'm still remember the time when i lost half of "my heart" in Kedah, I lost for a moment..
i'm still remember that my hand were badly woobling when "she" told me that "she" never wanna be my friend anymore..(with no clear reason)
Aku pon x tahu why she making such decision but i do respect her if she told me that im such a "problem" in her life (after 3glorious semester together)
And the night at the same day I meet Azza,
i've tried not to cried but......
*sobs
"Azza, kau tahu x aku kuat kat Kedah sebab korang 3 (Azza, Wan and Azrul) and "dia"..sekarang ni bila "dia" cakap macam ni kat aku, aku rasa half of aku dah x ad wei..aku rasa macam nak lari balik Taiping immediately....if aku buat salah ke ap she should have told me kan, but suddenly......."
and the SLP(sesi meluahkan perasaan) goes..
Rainbows comes with a little rain
(:
Alhamdullilah, sekarang baru aku tahu what relationship is all about when i meet those
(Azza, Wan, Muslim and Syahir) awesome Allah's creature..
(Azza, Wan, Muslim and Syahir) awesome Allah's creature..
We're getting close..pegi mana-mana je mesti dorang ni yang teman aku..selalu buat aku gelak..sanggup berkorban bila im having my hard times..
Aku ingat lagi satu hari masa study week, aku, Muslim and Syahir study kat library..than bila masa lunch masa Muslim ajak lunch aku x boleh join sebab aku tengah puasa masa tu..than both of them said this;
"kalau sorang x makan, so kitaorang pon x nak makan la, x kan nak tinggal Wawa sorang kat library"
Masya Allah, besarnya nikmatMu
Aku ingat lagi satu hari masa study week, aku, Muslim and Syahir study kat library..than bila masa lunch masa Muslim ajak lunch aku x boleh join sebab aku tengah puasa masa tu..than both of them said this;
"kalau sorang x makan, so kitaorang pon x nak makan la, x kan nak tinggal Wawa sorang kat library"
Masya Allah, besarnya nikmatMu
And the happiness goes with Azza and Wan :)
And last 3 night aku ada tex dengan Azrul..one of dia pnya tex macam ni;
Weh Wawa, hang ni cari la balak sorang, baru rasa life U..
1.Boyfriends
2.Study
3.Debate
4.Kerja
ni la real Life aku kat U Azrul, nothing else..
i don't need a special one,
aku akan happy as long as these 4 things stay..
(:
And last 3 night aku ada tex dengan Azrul..one of dia pnya tex macam ni;
Weh Wawa, hang ni cari la balak sorang, baru rasa life U..
1.Boyfriends
2.Study
3.Debate
4.Kerja
ni la real Life aku kat U Azrul, nothing else..
i don't need a special one,
aku akan happy as long as these 4 things stay..
(:
_________________________________________________________
Both of us..
we've decided not to go further..
we've tried our best, but things just don't get better..
we'll be happy this way, without any commitment
:)
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