Life's Partner

well, Miss Fatin call and said this to me;

Wawa, you're too lonely, find someone!!

if it's  that easy as easy as to pet a cat, that it wont be a problems I guess..
Yes, I'm LONELY and it's TRUE!!..
eventhou I've got awesome boyfriends and girlfrinds beside, but they wont be with me like forever..
dorang pon ada hidup sendiri..

Sometimes I do feel jelous sebab all my younger sister dah ada someone special and so do my abang..they're so sweet together and Im happy for them (:

But maybe masa aku x sampai lagi kot, plus Im too close and attach dengan boyfriends, so I dont think if aku ada someone special nanti, he'll accept my friendship dengan boyfriends..tu baru issue kawan..belum masuk issue aku busy ape kebenda sume..

dah la aku keluar pagi, pagi pulak baru balik.. sampai housemate dah macam terasa sebab jarang ada kat rumah and x boleh lepak dengan dorang..
And ni baru housemate, kalau ada someone special nanti tiap tiap hari kot perang besar ..
*siap sedia beli machine gun, bom, misil dan alatan perang yang sewaktu dengannya..

Eish, makan and diri sendiri pon x terjaga, nak ada someone special pulak..
 nak col mak abah sehari sekali pon kadang2 x sempat, ni kan pulak nak col  and tex someone special every single day..
*seems really hard for u la Wawa,


"benda (jodoh) baik selalu datang lmbat, Insya Allah nanti ada la"
(Ayah Angkat, 2012) =)

Only in Wawa's

Balik Taiping rindu boyfriends and Mira..

Balik Merbok rindu Family..

FREAKING WAWA!!

*huhh!!

A.B.N.O.R.M.A.L

I miss Taiping SO BADLY!!
and I miss my family and friends..
and I HATE TO BE HERE (Kedah)..
and I got SO MANY THING to be settle..
and it's HORRIBLE when I'm sick..
and everything seem SO HARD for me..
and all I want to do is GIVE UP..
and I can't do that..

Ya Allah, please give me strength..

for AT LEAST 2 more weeks..

The Pain

When it comes to the most terrific part of my life, the aswer definitely LIFE IN KEDAH..

I hate it so much, so really really much!! *sigh

the pain that I have to bear every single day, buat aku dah "mati" pon..
I have to survive every single day to make sure that I'm still "alive", at least jasad..


Typical Malay yang judgemental, back stabbed friend, gossips girl, inconsiderated human, annoying face maker with irritating behavior make me sick and yes, I had enough!!

 This may be sound mean and cruel, but I'll be pleased if these poeple die.. SERIOUSLY!!
 
I just can't wait for the last day dekat Kedah.. and I bet the day will be the most glorious day in my life (so far)..
I wanna forget every single thing,
SINGLE THING apa yang ada and jadi kat Kedah except for;


1. Boyfriends
2. Amira Mohd Zain
3. Few girlfriends
4. Memories that make me stronger..

Yang lain lain, u may either die or die..
:)

*well, Wawa has come out from her closet
 

ZE BOYS AND ZE GIRLS!!

this is for you,

































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Syahir Anuar's

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
This is how it's starts..

I still remember the first time when u greet me at Library,
It was last year..
I don't really give a damm since banyak orang cakap yang kau ni Playboy!!

Than, something shocking happen when this semester (Part4) kau masuk kelas DPA4G..
Masa tu aku rasa memang damm la..apa lah kau buat dalam kelas aku ni..
haihhhhhhhhhhhhh >,<


But dude, as times goes by, kau actually sangat sangat oke..
AWESOME, kelakar, gentleman, gedik, naughty, and YANG PALING PENTING,
kau tak abaikan agama (:

We've became a good friend than..
selalu buat aku gelak dengan lawak kau yang bodoh bodoh air tu,
than aku still ingat satu malam tu yang aku nak travel dengan Muslim nak pergi rumah Amin untuk siapkan our Video editing,
aku pakai shirt biasa je, than kau bagi aku sweter merah kau..kau cakap;
"wawa, nak amik ni, pakai..nanti sejuk kot..malam-malam macam ni kan berembun"
:'''))

With u dude,
It's like a endless happiness

28 MAY 2012..
Dah besar dah kawan aku sorang ni kan..Dah 20 years old dah..
Im happy that u was born 20 years ago and our destiny has brougt us "here" to become a very very good friend..
Aku harap kau still akan jadi kawan aku sampai bila bila..bukan dekat Kedah je..
boleh kan??

Aku sayang kau Syahir,
sama macam aku sayang Azza, Ridzwan and Muslim :)
muahmuah ;)


And memang terbukti kau sebenarnya memang BUKAN PLAYBOY, Alhamdullilah :)

True Meaning of Friendship

Bismillah and Assalamualaikum people (:


 I'm still remember the time when i lost half of "my heart" in Kedah,  I lost for a moment..
i'm still remember that my hand were badly woobling when "she" told me that "she" never wanna be my friend anymore..(with no clear reason)
Aku pon x tahu why she making such decision but i do respect her if she told me that im such a "problem" in her life (after 3glorious semester together)


And the night at the same day I meet Azza,
i've tried not to cried but......

*sobs

"Azza, kau tahu x aku kuat kat Kedah sebab korang 3 (Azza, Wan and Azrul) and "dia"..sekarang ni bila "dia" cakap macam ni kat aku, aku rasa half of aku dah x ad wei..aku rasa macam nak lari balik Taiping immediately....if aku buat salah ke ap she should have told me kan, but suddenly......."

and the SLP(sesi meluahkan perasaan) goes..

 Rainbows comes with a little rain

(:

Alhamdullilah, sekarang baru aku tahu what relationship is all about when i meet those
(Azza, Wan, Muslim and Syahir) awesome Allah's creature..

 We're getting close..pegi mana-mana je mesti dorang ni yang teman aku..selalu buat aku gelak..sanggup berkorban bila im having my hard times..
Aku ingat lagi satu hari masa study week, aku, Muslim and Syahir study kat library..than bila masa lunch masa Muslim ajak lunch aku x boleh join sebab aku tengah puasa masa tu..than both of them said this;

"kalau sorang x makan, so kitaorang pon x nak makan la, x kan nak tinggal Wawa sorang kat library"

Masya Allah, besarnya nikmatMu

And the happiness goes with Azza and Wan :)


And last 3 night aku ada tex dengan Azrul..one of dia pnya tex macam ni;

Weh Wawa, hang ni cari la balak sorang, baru rasa life U..

1.Boyfriends
2.Study
3.Debate
4.Kerja

ni la real Life aku kat U Azrul, nothing else..
i don't need a special one,
aku akan happy as long as these 4 things stay..
(:

_________________________________________________________

Both of us..
we've decided not to go further..
we've tried our best, but things just don't get better..
we'll be happy this way, without any commitment
:)