The reason why..

The conversation took place 3 days ago, masa aku tengah tolong Mak masak for lunch..Syafiz (my brother) was also there;

SYAFIZ: Mak next year Syafiz nak bertunang la..

ME and MAK:  hahahahahaahaha

MAK: "Mak tengok dalam korang 4 orang anak mak, Wani je yang tak pernah ada bunyi langsung pasal nak kawin ke, ada someone special ke.. dia buat hal dia je..bukan kisah pasal orang.. sebab tu kot tak ada lelaki nak! "

ME: "Makkkkkkk, bukan macam tula.. Wani just nak make sure my future someone special tu nanti bole lepak dengan MakAbah macam Zerh (Atikah's someone special).. baru la Mak ngan Abah boleh duduk ngan Wani..plus, kita dua kan selalu 'bergaduh', nanti kalau Mak x duduk dengan Wani mak mesti bosan punya sebab x ada kawan 'bergaduh'..hahaha"



I making faces (paling selalu), I talk back, I naughty, I rebel, I ain't response sometimes, I didn't listen to MakAbah..


but,
sampai sekarang Abah yang isi minyak untuk aku sebab I dont know how to, Abah yang tarik kaki aku kalau aku x boleh nak bangun pagi, Abah yang jahit baju aku bila baju aku terkoyak ke apa, Abah yang masak best roti telur best  in the world utk aku for breakfast, pergi belikan roti bila aku lapar malam malam..

Mak yang suap aku makan,Mak yang sikat rambut aku kadang2, Mak ajar aku masak and Mak yang bagi Dutchess makan on behalf of me when i'm not around and macam macam lagi la..


So what can u expect?
I will never ever tinggal/lupakan MakAbah yang dah buat almost everyhing for me for the past 20 years just untuk one guy yang unsure bole buat semua tu ke tak.

LIKE SERIOUSLY EVER!

Sigh

It just next week and I don't feel like joining the family vacation..

I just wanna be here, home, and spend my time sleeping (beside reading, find new recipe, listen to music n play with Dutchess)..

I'm not in mood to do anything, still..

I'm struggling to get some sleep at night, still..

And I easily get tired lately, especially lepas badly injured masa hiking last 2 weeks..

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Anddddddddddd,

 BITCH PLEASE!!

I'm STRAIGHT, 

so u may leave me alone..

I meant it,

like seriously serious..

thanks.

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 Dear Future Someone Special/ Husband,

eventhou I don't know who you are, I'm ready now.. u may enter my life and I'll gladly welcome your presence..

Just accept me the way I am and I'll try my very very best to accept and understand you in return..

I may not be the best but I really will try my best to make this relationship last (if I have any at this moment)

"I don't have any type, if I like you, than I like you"

regardless you older, fatter, skinner, tanner, fairer,taller,shorter, richer, poorer..
Let's just do this together and go with the flow to make this relationship last alright..

TERRIBLE. WEEK. EVER.

I don't know what is wrong with me this week..
everything seem to be so hard and annoying..
I just not in mood to do anything instead of  and listening to music, online, reading..
I don't give a damm..
I don't response..
I JUST KEPT MYSELF SILENCE..

It is a terrible week..
siku berjahit, it hard for me to do things ..nak kena control and I hate it sooo much..
cramps leg for the past 3 night makes me tired and sleepy to do house chores in the morning..
Thus, rumah berhabuk and it stress me out..


And the week terribly terrible  when I HAVE TO CANCEL MY BACK PACK TRAVEL..
selain dari dah badly injured masa hiking last week, My parents suddenly change the plan to a family vacation..
I'm oke with the plan, it just that I wanna go to KL and Melaka sooooooo badly ):

I'm not gonna write any longer, I just not in mood!!

I just need my Azza and Wan now.

Just them.

Only Them!!

Back Pack Travel

Assalamualikum n Good Day everyone :D


okay, lets make it quick this time..

4th December '12
First day Back Pack Travel. Hiking. Too bad I'm feel down.Badly injured. Nose,Knee, Elbow. 7 stitches. But It was FUNNNN!!. :D

Berbaloi.