Sorry that this took forever Syahir,Muslim

It's coming
it's coming for real this time..

MuslimSyahir Birthday post

Next.

To be continued..

Let's talk

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nothing,
still..

To the very lowest

what else LIFE???
what??

because being "hit and run" and being "snatch and smash" 

is not enough


what, you stop now?

no more coming??

seriously?

____________________________________________________________

I don't give up,

I just tired when it all comes at once..

when I'm not prepared for the next one

away from everything,even her own life,

WawaAzman

Missed it

I miss the times when we're still talking,
I miss the times when we laugh at random things,
I miss the times when our "late night texting" continues till the next morning/day,
I miss the times when you reply my tex immediately,
I miss the time when we talk about "how-your-day-was",
I miss the times when you still care,
I miss the times when we talk about things we love
I miss the times when you are still you!


Some day I felt like giving up,
Yes I do..
and I did once!

But than you come back..
Happy,
and I keep holding on (back)

too complicated than!


and now you left (again)
and I here all alone,
again too..



_____________________________________________________


Till than..

Hello Blog!!

Oke, this gonna be awkward...

Just not in mood to write anything despite the fact I should write something for MuslimSyahir.. It's there, in my draft, unfinished..hihi

So here's the deal.. I sooo really gonna finished it before Raya, pinky promise!

Plus, gotta to write something for Penut and Farihah too..

So this gonna be done quickly..really soon

Till than..

                                                                                                                               to be continue.....
                                                                                                                     
                                                                                                                                    WawaAzman

The Brothers (MuslimSyahir)

Assalamualaikum..

Well, this entry gonna be a pre-entry for Muslim and Syahir's Belated Birthday.


Since kawan korang Wawa ni acah acah menteri busy memanjang keluar pagi balik malam, so she ain't got time to do what she have done to Azza and Ridzwan before, on their birthday..


Hence, she's here to apologize to both of you (Muslim and Syahir).. she's seriously serious sorry..

She loves both of u soo really much, thus, she promise to write something for u, since she can't do nothing special..
well "wish" birthday korang dekat blog pun x la special sangat but this is the only thing I could ever did since WawaAzman bukan seorang kawan yang sweet!
Too bad huh??!! well I'm feel sorry for you too


So that's all for now,
I'll come back (to write) when the times come and of course when the seru dah sampai..


till than,
take care and
take good care of one of my favourite people, too (dedicate to Muslim)
I love you BestFriends,
I really do..

I'll pray to Allah to keep you under His blessing..Aminnn

WawaAzman, 29Mei2013

Indescribable

I miss yesterday,

I miss the day before as well..

No, I don't miss my graduation day

but Yes,

I miss those people who are more exciting than the convo itself..

I wake up this morning,

with a "hurrmmmmm" feeling, 

it's a sad feeling of course..

I wake up with a tears on my face this morning..

and I exactly know why..

I miss Diyana, 

I miss Azza,

I miss EnoWedaPasyang,

I miss Puppet

I miss Mira 

I miss Wan 

Eventhou my graduation's day was a major disaster,

But I'm fine cause these people were besides
except for Wan..

 but still, it's oke

I knew it we'll never have yesterday again,

ever!


It's different now..
because

it has ended..

finally
)'':

Only Allah know when we're gonna see each other once again

I'll be impatiently waiting for the moment

Till than,

I'll be strong,

I promise..

_______________________________________________

Muslim and Syahir?

I don't know why either.

Day Off

I love it sooooooooo much when I've no travelling plans, programs, charity/volunteer events on my day off

 I can fully utilize my "ME TIME"..

Breeze walking in the morning, accompany Mak to Pasar, watch tv (especially cartoons), reading+coffee, listen to music, watch movie, hunt for PisangGoreng, update blog etc..







ANYWAY,

 Last Tuesday (9th April 2013), Syafiz, my brother, officially "tied" Kak Zira to be his's, in the next 2 year Insya Allah..

                   

                                 I don't understand either why they holding the cake

                                                                Finally official!!

                                             


Baibai, Good Day people, Assalamualaikum
:))))
                                       

Someone turns 22

                                                      and  he's Ridzwan Latif :))

  This picture was taken over a year ago..during MY presentation, the pendrive that I used ada virus and once aku insert pendrive tu, the whole system including computer (in computer lab) was shout down.. mahu x gelabah aku sebab I'm the one who cause it kot..rasa mcama nak pengsan and the next day baru sedar sebab cuak gila..SERIOUS!!
Tapiiiiiiii, there comes my konon-kononnya "hero" la.. eventhou percubaan beliau tidak membuahkan sebarang hasil and semua computer masih lagi tidak berfungsi, at least dia datang membantu and make me calmer a bit..
Wan, u never know bertapa syukur nye aku masa ni sebab kau immediately datang depan tolong aku and make the situation oke for me..
sebab tu kadang kadang aku x takut buat salah sebab aku tahu kau ada..
I know u got my back and kau akan tolong aku if aku susah..
Always!!
and I hope forever :')

Oh, they're not gay partner people, both of these young man were My Boyfriend and post kali ni adalah khas ditujukan untuk lelaki yang tinggi dan berkacamata di sebelah kanan :))

      Baju buy one free one.. tie je beli sendiri sendiri (:

Tapi kalau Azza dengan Wan dah posing ala2 model cover "Playboy", possibilities mereka adalah pasangan gay boleh di reconsider :D

Eh!! hai Fadly Azman a.k.a Dinner Partner :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..Aku x kan pernah ada appropriate caption untuk gambar ni sebab aku rasa aku macam bergambar dengan  ArwahTok Wan aku..Sorry Wan, truth hurts sometimes ;p

                                      Wan acah hensem!! hahahahahahahaa

one young man that loves his mom soo really much..literally showed "it" each time he talk bout her

                             Nice try, but you just not good at hide "it" dude

                               Can be counted on, by either his Family or Friends
                                                            (:




Ridwan Latif,
This post specially dedicated for you..
For one young man that has become my very very best Boyfriend for how many years I dont know but I hope "it" will be count forever..
For one loyal friend that will always be there to catch me when I'm fall..
For one young man that physically rough but have pure heart inside *jangan blushing pulak part ni* :P

You one year older and the oldest among "us"..
Be happy, I mean it.. open your heart and u'll find it..

I pray this age will be treating you well..
Well dude, I hate when I've to say this but..
I still have to say it..
that;

Walau kau antara Boyfriend aku yang paling ego and ignorance tapi kau jugak la yang sebenarnya paling "care".. it just that kau  x tunjuk depan depan..
Kau macam abang sulung doe yang sebenrnya dalam diam amik berat..

Nak Contoh?
Masa aku gelabah pergi rumah kau bagitahu yang Hidayah Kecik accident and putus 2 jari kaki..kau punya reaction lain kot.. aku pun terkejut kau react macam tu sebab kau dengan dia macam "North and South Korea" dalam kelas..

whatever!

Since kau tengah finals sekarang, Happy Finals..don't be scared dude..You've got my doa.. Insya Allah everything will be fine..

And sebelum habis, if possible aku nak kau datang masa aku grad nanti.. tu je! Thanks (:

                                                                                                   

                                                                                                  Assalamualaikum. Sekian. WawaAzman.

Bukan x percaya marriage,

but

the person who propose it too ridiculous to be married with.

Plus, I'm still waiting my "Liam Hemsworth" 

I DON'T WANNA GET MARRIED ALRIGHT!! 

NOT WITH YOU!!

NOT NOW, NOT FOREVER!!



 BITCH!!

Wan's Birthday and Kedah Part 2 post are all here..

it just that they're belong to my drafs (at this particular moment)

sorry,

especially to Wan :|

Diyana will be leaving tomorrow..

 after almost 2 months of happiness that we had..

it's baibai time again

Yes, I is sad.

Too mainstream

I know this post is supposedly to be the part 2 of the previous post but na ah! I choose no to write about it..not yet!
it's too mainstream anyway..

It's kinda sad..to talk about happy past that I can never ever have again.. I miss the day..It was the day that I laugh A LOT and LOUD after quite some time.. I was too happy..too happy till I had it twice! ya! another one is in my dream, that night, on the same day..

I even wake up with a smile on my face the next morning..

Diyana.. Wan.. Puppet.. Fikri..

thanks :')

Kedah (again) part 1

Today, 21 February 2013, after almost 4 and half month I left, I'm here again!!!
 Aku balik Kedah hari ni!! *excited mood

Clearance ala ala Amazing Race, bus lompat, freaking hot Merbok, and part PALING  BEST mesti la Wan and Puppet..

Soooooooooooo many thing dalam kepala sampai I don't know where to begin..Today was really fun and awesome bila my favorite peoples were besides.. Diyana, Wan and Puppet..Thanks jugak dekat Fikri..

You guys made my day.. Wawa is a a very very very happy girl today, REALLY!! :D :D :D

tadi sepanjang jalan nak balik Taiping I'm smiling to myself sampai Diyana pun terjoin sekali senyum.. And I'm still smiling to myself NOW..

Freaking exhausted, nak tidur but today's beautiful memories distracting me to do so.. I just can't stop thinks how FUN today was :)))

HAHAHA, it really is

to be continue...

For the past few months

This is what happen..
It's like an OBLIGATION for me..
to start my day with a cup of coffee..
MUST!

..

When almost everything I did reminds me of Boyfriends..

My sorrow day remains the same..

I'm in pain..

I hope you guys were besides

Random #1

1.Orang yang belajar English, walaupun kucar kacir, huru hara and whatnot is much mulia dari orang yang kutuk someone who speaks in English.. Dia try dapat jugak knowledge even salah tapi haters? you look even uncivilized..serious!
dear who ever you are who learn to speak English, you have my respect :)))


2. It's true umur x melambangkan maturity.. I am not saying I am more matured but at least I am trying to be positive and build my attitude and character..negative thinker will go nowhere..orang dah sampai ISS, hang duduk la kat bawah tempurung sorang sorang fikir buruk pasal semua benda..baibai!



3. I AM TOTALLY AGREE WITH A STATEMENT "REAL MEN USE 3 PEDALS" ..maybe sebab I'm driving manual so kalau lelaki drive auto I was like.. alaaaa c'mon dude.. you're man kot..macam tak 100% manly la if drive auto.. bukan la I am being skeptical ke apa tapi I'm attracted more to man who drive manual..


4. Be Independent. Move your fucking ass and get the particular job done by ONLY YOU AND  YOURSELF!
memang la you'll have this particular people yang akan ada to support behind your back when u "fall" (especially family and a very very close friend) tapi basically dorang hanya boleh bagi nasihat dan sokongan..the one yang make "something" works for your life is YOU YOURSELF!



5.Relationship. yang ni maybe kena buat satu special entry kot.. It's too way complicated! sebab tu I don't give a damm lansung.. kalau ada, I accept, kalau x ada, I'll be happily continue my seriously happy and adventurous  life :D :D



6. Lately there's a few people (in my life) yang perangai pelik out of sudden and I HATE IT SOO MUCH.. so jangan wonder la kenapa I don't give a damm care anymore.. hence, ANNOYING and TAKDE FEKDAH will be your name (for me to call).. I am not trying to be mean but you're just not worth my attention and time!


7. Firm is the very first thing that one should have in order to build a very strong character and personalities. (Wawa Azman's Principe)



8. Still addicted to white coffee and Irish's Music + RiverDance.. perfect combination when I'm "down", mad, scared or sad ..

Azza, Wan. Syahir, Muslim..

I miss you,

so much.

*tears

)':

Or maybe...

                                       I should bake instead..

My heart asked me to fight for Law School.
but my passion say BAKING!!

Baking been treating me well these past few weeks,,
I'm happy do the baking thing, so much..
but..

Future Someone Special,

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy!

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you!

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you!

When I look at you!
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone!

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you!

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me, all I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know
You're beautiful!!

Yeah, yeeah!

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you!
I look at you!

Yeah, yeeah! Ooh!

You appear just like a dream to me...

(Miley Ray Cyrus- When I look at You, 2010)

One a very one fine day,

I'll dedicate this song to YOU, yes YOU..
Future Someone Special
*smile 

...

My degree's results will be out at any time, less than an hour now..

I scared to death, like seriously..
I had sooo many things to say, 

in my mind.. 

I just can let it out here..

cause I'm scared to death!

To whom this may concern,

Silence is the best way to answer a fool

-scholar-

:)

Alkisah..

Hello everyone!! :D


Before I start, thanks to Haris yang tegur/comment on my previous post..eventhou kau salah baca post no 6, heh!!
but it's oke Haris, we learn from mistake alrite (:

well this post will be a very quick post on my thought (again) pasal this one situation..

before I start, this post x offend sape sape ye..it just that it happen and aku rasa uncomfortable dengan benda tu and I need to speak it out..

For me, lelaki yang acah cool depan perempuan is SERIOUSLY SOOOOO NOT COOL.. I mean there this certain spesies of lelaki, bukan semua ye, certain je, yang tell the girls (x kisah la girls yang dia admire or not) pasal apa yang dia buat in order supaya perempuan bagi wow reaction dekat dia balik.. contoh dia mcam ni


"Alah setakat acc Facebook Rogayah tu, I boleh hack macam tu je..I kan hacker"

"Alah solat sunat Istikarah tu senang je sebab I selalu buat yela, I kan selalu tidur kat masjid" 

"Alah buku Donald Trumph tu I dah khatam 19 kali dah"


well, I can't really give any more situation sebab it's depend jugak on the perempuan yang have conversation dengan lelaki yang terlibat..mungkin they're oke if the guy act like that tapi just not for me! well,aku x boleh terima lelaki yang macam ni on a few reasons;


1.well, dude..kot ye pun hang nak impress perempuan yang hang suka tu, x yah la macam teruk sangat..u're trying too hard la..Seriously dude.. if u really wanna know whether the girls like you or either way, just be yourself..
If she can accept you they way you are and love you back (x kisah la as a friend or someone special) ,congrats dude!! you've found your life mate already *Wawa give you applause..


2.As for me, lelaki yang bangga diri/acah cool sangat ni is very annoying!! macam mintak kena lempang dengan dulang! serious! Even if kau dah lebih/berjaya dalam sesuatu perkara, x kisah la dam ibadah, study or whatnot, still, you should stay humble..perempuan ni sensitif, easily get hurt..
CONTONYA macam ni, I ask this one guy, how to solat Istikarah..instead of dia tunjuk cara nak solat, dia cerita pulak yang dia ni hebat la dalam solat and whatnot (sila rujuk contoh no2)..aku yang jahil ni mesti la rasa mcam down benda simple macam tu pun aku x boleh buat and mesti la rasa macam:
"alah dia orang ada agama. aku ni solat Istikarah yang simple pun x tahu..you shouldn't be friend dengan dia la Wawa..kau x layak"
maksud aku kat sini ialah, kot ye pun hang lagi hebat, x yah la nak buat orang lain down..Mungkin kau rasa cool  cakap macam tu, tapi if your word u hurt someone (girl), malaikat Raqib is on His duty dude! :))


3. It's scary sometimes..disebabkan you wanna look too "cool", kadang kadang cerita korang sampai x masuk akal.. contohnya
"Alah I klau nak ROCK/WALL climbing x yah guna tali pun..I can climb just like that!!"
pffttttttttt, ni la padahnya kalau tengok cartoon banyak sangat masa kecik! wei, tolong la faham, even Spiderman dalam movie pun nak climb guna special tali, dalam movie yang x real wei.. ni kan pulak kau, in real life pulak tu..tah kau ni ada DNA kelawar ke macam mana kalau nak jatuh je, korang boleh selamatkan diri dengan terbang!
Aku rasa orang yang cakap macam ni patut dihantar hidup di bulan.Sekian.


Sorry if I ever hurt anyone, tapi my definition is cool guy bukan macam tu..
Since aku ni agak kalut and susah nak di handle,
 lelaki yang cool untuk aku ialah lelaki yang can comfort me whenever I am sad, yang boleh make me behave and listen to him and have that leading personalities..tu baru la namanya jantan :D

Tapi setiap orang lain lain kan..so whatever la.. it's your life anyway..Good luck in anything that you do to find your mate oke, dear guys and ladies (:






*Anyway yang Rogayah dalam contoh tadi bukan nama sebenar ea, tu contoh je..

My thought on random stuff

Assalamualaikum and good day everyone :DD
let's just go straight to the point alrite..apa yang ada dalam kepala aku these past few months on certain random issue..

1. Facebok lately dah bertukar menjadi sort of buletin board.. less people update their status.. Lagi banyak orang post pasal recent issue/ share information.. And usually orang akan berbincang pasal bigger issue kat Facebook.. And issue yang paling banyak orang share mesti la pasal politic.. So klau in real life aku assume Facebook tu dah macam Parliament and Library.


2. Why would a Slut on Twitter gets angry when people called them Bitch?? You act like one, updated dirty status, post dirty picture (you know what I meant), talk about dirty stuff, buat hastang merapu pasal reproductive organ semua than bila orang tegur, nak meroyan! hey kiddo, with that dirty attitude, I thought you're some kind of open minded and urban people..owh come on!!!! pffffttttttt



3.(tak ada kena mengena dengan Mak Abah) Why would a parents thought money is the only thing their children needs? Especially parents yang busy, they tend to pampered their children dengan duit instead of love(tapi bukan semua parents). adakah anak dorang dilahirkan atas dasar duit instead of love? well, yang ni aku nak comment lebih2 lebih since aku ni someone special pun tak ada lagi..

4.Recently, someone share his thought pasal Goverment & Opposition = Coke& Pepsi.. persamaan Coke and Pepsi ialah dua dua tak bagus/ healthy..kedua dua minuman ni mengadungi kandungan gula yang lebih kurang sama banyak and sekiranya diambil berlebihan, ianya akan mendatangkan kemudaratan i.e diabetes..
Sekiranya seorang peminum tegar Coke nak bertukar kepada Pepsi, tak guna jugak sebab the results will be almost the same..dia still ada potential untuk menghidat diabetis.. so if u wanna change Government, change to something even better.. contoh, 100 Plus.. pandai pandai fikir la ye..
Well the credits goes to Hakimi and his friend..thanks, I love this idea :)))

Dude, whatever ur name is,I, WawaAzman love what you've been doing. And ya, your hair is sooo got my attention :D

5. Malaysian driver's/biker's attitude. Let's start with bikers.. kita selalu tengok, especially bila traffic light merah..usually biker akan berada di barisan paling hadapan, to wait for the green light turn on..bikers yang tunggu belakang garisan putih is normal, tapi yang aku x faham dengan sesetengah biker yang melampau sangat kedepan.. apa motif kau nak menggelabah tapir buat macam tu weh? baik kau tunggu kat tengah tengah di antara simpang 4 tu je..nak sangat mati cara hardcore kan..
Next is drivers.. Ya Allah tolong la, tolong tolong la bagi signal kalau nak belok or tukar lane.. please understand the fact yang orang lain pun bayar road tax..so the jalan is not belong to ur Tok Wan and ONLY his decedent..

6. Si tua bajet comel, tex nak guna tulisan budak tadika.. i.e Combownk untuk sombong.. Memang ni spesis manusia mintak kena takik dengan cangkul!  please la, I do understand if you're 10 years old below tapi kau ni dah bole bercucu kot.. you're 21, so act like one..annoying doe..bila aku x reply, nak emo kalah perempuan PMS.. What is wrong with u human? kau ada penyakit terencat tumbesaran otak ke macam mana? Allah dah bagi sempuna otak tu, guna la, bukan menggantikan fungsi otak dengan kepala lutut. Sekian.



7.Creative Malaysians. Yang ni I've to admit that Malaysian reeeeaallllyyyy creative and innovative.. Apa yang aku maksudkan ialah how they (Malaysians) react on current national issue. x kisal la pasal politic ke, economic or entertainment.. Instead of finding a solution to a particular problem arise, the problems dijadikan bahan pulak untuk di troll/ parody kan..Thus, the problems unsolved and being left hanging.. Malaysians yang confused masih confused dan yang politic (both parties) yang menipu akan terus menipu..
Kat Twitter lagi lah bersepah pasal benda troll ni..nak apa, semua ada.. politics, entertainment..
Surprisingly, kedai makan depan UiTM Kedah pun ada account Twitter parody (CT Yana TomYam).. 

One of the clear example..Told yah people.. Malaysians ni creative



8.Disebabkan budaya fitnah memfitnah/ kutuk mengutuk semakin berleluasa lately, There only this one question in my head "What make u think, by talking bad about others, ia akan buat kau nampak baik"..seriously wei! Kalau kau baik kau akan tegur dia, perbetulkan kesalahan dia instead of jadi sama jahat dengan memfitnah dan mengutuk dia.. kan?

 Contohnya macam ni..
 Kebanyakan orang especially lelaki kutuk Bieber, cakap dia gay and whatnot..adakah dengan mengutuk Bieber akan buat korang nampak tak gay? ( ni untuk lelaki la ea).. well, if u're not apa kejadahnya korang nak amik tahu pasal dia..lelaki yang cakap buruk pasal Bieber lagi la nampak macam gay sebab u talk about other "gay" and it is sooooo not cool man..
let him be.. Dia happy kot buat duit dengan bakat yang dia ada..and for the haters, did u get anything? money? fan? women as pretty as Selena? <------- when they're still together of course

well, aku bukan la peminat tegar Justin Bieber ea, I used to hate him a lot too, tapi lately aku tukar kan perasaan tu menjadi appreciation..aku appreciate apa yang dia buat to make his life better and I love his music.. his song not bad..best la (for me)..
kalau kau benci pun, u better keep it to urself..x yah amik tahu lansung pasal benda yang korang benci..that's better..plus, memang that how it suppose to be kan..cakap benci, so x de fekdahnya nak tahu! kan kan..


So as for conclusion (Ya Allah rindunya nak tulis ayat ni dalam tutorial or exam ques), itulah 8 OPINION AKU  tentang perkara yang berlaku di sekeliling aku.. LEMME REPEAT, SEKELILING AKU.. so kalau korang rasa it shouldn't be/ looked like that, korang boleh tulis pandangan korang on the same issue or issue yang  lain on your Blog/Twitter/Facebook/WordPress and whatnot..
setiap manusia menpunyai pandangan yang berbeza right? so let's accept the difference and learn to understand each other :)

before I end, saya manusia biasa yang kurang matang, selalu lupa, and thus, selalu buat silap..so if I did anything wrong, it's MUCH APPRECIATED IF U COULD TEGUR/ CORRECT me..
especially to my close yang baca post ni seperti Azza dan beberapa orang lagi..
well,aku x mention yang beberapa orang lagi sebab aku x sure la korang baca or not tapi Azza memang aku yakinnnnnn kau akan baca sebab nanti dengan post ni la kau nak menganjing aku balik..
kan Azza?? :))))))))

The times..

I suddenly miss the moment,
when I'm all alone, doing things I love..
Went to my fav coffee shop,reading book, drinks coffee, listen to music..All alone..
I don't give a damn who walks in and who's out..
It just me and myself matter..

I still remember the times when I'm all alone,
everything seem so right..I was so happy

Times flies,
and everything change..

Me want this..

NOW SERIOUSLY!!

Can someone please take me out and teman me minum any white coffee (hazelnut and mocha is preferable)..I'm kinda starve it at this moment..green tea pun boleh..


Huhhh..
I really really miss my night life and I can only have it while I'm at Kedah because the boys (especially Azza, Wan) and Mira were around..
 Dekat Taiping bukan x boleh tapi I've got no one to hang out with..All my girlfriends (Diyana, Penut,Farihah) is away and my only boyfriend which is also my cousin, Faeez, having his finals now..


I just wanna hang out at this moment, having that "teh tarik chill" (eventhou I'm usually will drink white coffee or green tea), take night pictures with flash that make my face looks even oily (hahaha, I'm enjoy it), count stars, sings in the car, tells how's my day was, share story... midnight movie ke..

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee

No Wawa, you can't have it, not now..

HELLO 2013!!

Wawa 21 years old in making.

I was 20 years old 2 months ago,

and I gonna turn 21 in the next 10 months..

time flies man, really!!